Servant Zero Bio

My Story

The Pain I Held Within...

Servant Zero is an anonymous Christian music project born out of a decade-long journey through deep pain, spiritual abuse, and ultimately, healing. For over ten years, I endured intense mental and emotional abuse at the hands of a controlling pastor—someone who believed he alone was responsible for my soul, overwhelming me with manipulation and fear.

These experiences left me with deep scars—emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. I still wrestle with prayer, overanalyze my actions, and face questions about God that are hard to explain unless you’ve lived through similar hurt. The wounds ran so deep that I found myself drifting from Jesus, as relationship was replaced by religion.

Yet, through this darkness, God ignited in me a passion to help others who have suffered in silence. Servant Zero became my way of processing trauma, finding hope, and offering a voice to those who feel voiceless. My music reflects the realities of spiritual abuse, but also charts a journey toward victory and restoration as I’ve found a healthy church and begun to heal.

Servant Zero is not just a name or a single artist—it’s a movement. In many ways, we are all Servant Zero: ordinary people striving to show Christ’s love to the world while remaining unseen, knowing that our importance is not in who we are, but in Whose we are. We are simply His hands and His feet, serving with humility so that Jesus alone is glorified.

If you’re searching for encouragement, understanding, or just music that tells the truth, you’re invited to join the movement and discover what it means to be Servant Zero. that God has given me a talent to help others. My dream is to one day do Servant Zero full-time as a ministry and healing outlet.

No one is ever required to give me any money, but if you appreciate what I do and want to support the journey, I would be grateful for your donation. Every gift helps me continue to create, reach more people, and spread hope through music.

One of my dreams is to start a podcast to openly discuss spiritual abuse, church hurt, and healing, and to build a supportive community around these important topics. If you’re interested in these conversations or want to be part of a movement for change, I invite you to join and help shape this vision for the future.

My anonymity is not just a creative decision—it’s a necessity to protect myself and my family from further harm. It also allows the focus to remain on the message, not the messenger. In truth, Servant Zero is not just me: it’s anyone who strives to show Christ’s love to the world while remaining unseen, serving as His hands and feet so that Jesus alone is glorified.

If you’ve experienced church hurt, spiritual abuse, or any kind of struggle, I invite you to share your story with me. I offer to write custom songs—at no charge—that speak directly to your experience, in my signature hip hop/rap style. All I ask is that you share the song with friends and family to help spread the message of hope.

Please be patient, as I may not be able to respond to every request, but I will do my best to honor each story I receive. To make your song as personal and meaningful as possible, I’ll provide a detailed questionnaire to help me understand your journey.